silence
in progress
one of those
about to have
to tell everyone
in another
and then we'll see
the turn of the
lips and the cold
single word
might actually be good
but only after
a brief moment
vanished
with each next word
silent
wearing yellow
each comes to rest
against the letter
and the words
she keeps
she doesn't dare to hear
though a year along
and what does it
all matter
sentences poorly strung
meaning
to be assumed
to be found
*
losing my voice
my mind already
both becoming but
a contrapuntal mumble
a sound
bangs against the
machine and comes to rest
him
he says it has
many years of
hardly ever
the lines
to always write
stunned
a hero's death
not so much
that he can't understand
all the lies
as that he cried
to hear
you with your
scraps and shreds
but
it would be
too long now
anyway
what of it
if we're only here
the once
*
what of it
if we've all even become
ghosts already
after all
just what are we
supposed to look like
when we're
just about dead
and because
people like to be an issue
hurried as a soft pillow
so convinced
then
if you fail
this whole business
of an old mind
wouldn't be slapping thighs
on the run
yet to be always standing
there
in a worn suit
shoving time
blast
or whatever
my fellow idler mutters
as always is
*
he laughed
quite enough
more to
feel his face missing
than to need death alone
then
he says
life is there to be played
like words only firstly heard
once
he says we are
of no strange flesh and bones
brothers
two boys
never written of
never one to know the other
one of us
always certain
nothing will take
too long now
almost glad to be done
the other
immortal
in his own mind
perennially popular
in dreams
*
I can settle on
the lion's share of truth
from time to time
I can speak
if I hear something
to make me talk
like the moment to see
swimming eyes
nothing
anything thought seen
only blunt delusion
I could tell you the whole
but for the fact
that I can remember
nothing
not even
a part
a sample
a taster
a lie
but you will
laugh again
as if
good seeds
can spread
as though
he whispers back
lost
*
as if
good seeds
could spread
but then
no seeds
to spread
a trick in the tale
stiff and proud
a right honourable member
but absent in conclusion
the truth we want to think
just like this
is looking into the silence
in wonder
every minute
overflowing
hanging
against
the day
or dying
nothing
just dying
like this
so silently
the least doubt
and a single word
couldn't even
have been typed
unknown of
even though
obviously forgotten
always been
*
to doubt
that least birdlike doubt
for even just a second
is already atonement
for every moment lost
and to doubt
that single word
unknown of
obviously forgotten
is to finish with
that dry and flinty
pernickety conviction
that the taking part
isn't really
somewhere to be
yet
with the secrecy and lies
nearly done
I realise the colour of blood
relatively speaking
and it is dark
awash
with frustrations
and a fatigue
to grapple with
to colour it dead
*
© John Mingay 2014
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